We all talk about love as if we really know what the hell it means.

Justina called around 1am
and start crying.
seriously she cry until very ke lian.
i tot she was being raped or something.
and i was so worried.

then i asked her wad happen.
and she say april fool.
-________________-

at that moment,
i really wanted to slap her.
i feel like banging her to the wall,
and make her die.

she even ask me to call kang and fool her.
i was toking to her on msn,
and we are having serious conversion.
how am i suppose to do that,
she sure dun believe.

btw.
everybody

HAPPY APRIL FOOL!!

dun get fooled like me.

blogdrive sometimes really drives me crazy. -.-
i'm not seeing my blog again.

it's 5.36am now and i still can't get to slp.
partly bcos i'm still in a shock that bong and hong got their LV,
and also bcos i seriously got some sleeping problems recently.

i'm having an interview in a few hours time,
and i plan not to sleep and go for it.
i hope this co. hire me cos i'm really getting tired of going to interviews
with no reply back at all.
it's really tiring.

i'm living in a dead world.
i need money, i need work.
i need a life back.

u are so clever to unable your tag board. so i wun tag u.

seriously are you insane???????????

u have not much money and you buy LV.
which cost like how much??
$1540??
-.- u kns!!

and now u are broke.
and stupid hong heng never stop.

she's insane,
u follow her.

well, to say the truth,
i'm abit jealous this time. haha.
(but last time about the bra issue was totally so not true.)

*slap*!!!! and double slap!

i want one too.... >.<

eh. both of u.
at least post photo of ur bag and let me see ma.

Do you know what it feels like to be depressed? To feel down for no any reasons? To feel like you're living for nothing? To feel as if you amount to NOTHING? To feel as if you're going no where (even when you're trying hard)? To feel as if you have nothing (even when you are blessed with so much)? 

You just want to break down and give up. Crawl into a little corner. Or just distance urself from everyone, and everything. Them asking 'what's wrong?' does not make you feel any better.  How do you explain a feeling that is suppose to be "all in ur head"?  How do you explain that it's not your choice to feel this way? 

But then u see where your life could be in 10 years. And u're forced to suck everything up and just put that smile on your face just so that you could make it through another day... and hopefully that feeling will just go away again.

Don't take away the only thing that makes me happy.

This is where i want to be right now....

It's a beautiful night with a perfect clear sky.. ^^.

.... but instead, I'm stuck in this super small room, trying to save some money..

hong heng and ong bong dated me for shopping spree, but i can't go... >.<

sad.

some ppl are just so selfish. kns.
keep asking me for help and when i ask her for help.
she damn idiot and ask me to do it myself.
if i can do it. why would ask u.
damn. -.-

selfish idiot.

i got to accept that everybody will change.
it's just the matter of time.
i kept forgetting that, and always tot everything is gonna be alright.
but never will one single thing remind the same.

i was disappointed thou.
and than i tot, i think i don't know you anymore...
that's your life, nothing i can do...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHULING!

you know what is forever? it's our friendship. ^^.
don't treat us too well, cos we are quite irritating sometimes.
don't treat us too bad, cos we will curse and swear.
just treat us with your true heart, and we will walk with you till the end of life.

we can't give you everything you want in life,
but at least we did try our best to be your best.

i hereby wish you all the best in everything you do,
and happiness always....

love ya always,
from all your dearest saibins.

Love, you're all I ever could need.
Only one good thing worth trying to be
and it's love.
lovelovelovelovelove.