it has been quite a long while since i last read a blog post that would made me cry.

hmm. bing's grandfather was admitted to the hospital on monday. and pass away last thursday. we all felt very sorry for her, we all knew she loved him very much and had never stop loving him. we were at the funeral last saturday and bing was showing us her grandfather's photo and told us some of their memories, i controlled my tears, as i know i couldn't make her feel even worse. 

when someone u love become a memory, the memory becomes treasure.

bing's grandfather, please look over her from above. and thank you for loving her so much. may you rest in peace.

a song for u, my dearest bing....

Luther Vandross - Dance With My Father

Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him,
I'd play a song that would never ever end
How I'd love love love, to dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me(yeah, yeah)
Then finally make me do just what my momma said
Later that night, when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal
One final glance
One final step
One final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
Cause I'd love love love to dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I'd pray for her even more than me
I'd pray for her even more than me

I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she' s dying to dance with my father again

Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream